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I discovered that the hip hop music I grew up listening to was not good for my ego. I would relate the messages from the music to my life, but the reality is my life is not what they are singing about. And while I can imagine myself having the life in which they sing about in their songs, it is not healthy for someone of my personality type to have those type of visions. When I have visions, I believe they are truly possible to achieve. But not all visions and thoughts are worth pursuit. Don't get me wrong, I believe some songs do have good messages, but the reality is, the majority I listened to do not. Perhaps I can treat listening to hip hop music to consumption of alcohol; good in occasional moderation, but not good to do on a routine basis. Some of them are quite comical, like "Mans not hot" by Big Shaq. But again, not great for the human ego. Naturally, I have been exploring new music that I think are having positive effects for me. I started out with the Beatles be...

The first month of 2018 flew by. I feel a bit hopeful for the future although there are still many unanswered questions, just like you may have in your own life. There are many topics I can choose to talk about. Today, as I have an hour before I head to the gym for my weekly basketball session, I will write about how I find sports, particularly basketball, to be a highly motivating part of my life. 1. Sports is about action. You can talk as much trash as you want on the court, field, whatever, but if you do not have action to back it up, you are considered to be a joke. If you do not play hard, you can lose the respect of your teammates who are playing hard. Playing in a way which garners the respect of your teammates and elevates their own play is admirable. That is leadership in a nutshell. 2. Sports brings out the competitor in you . Sometimes, many have told me, I can get quite competitive. And honestly speaking, I would agree with that assessment. It is an essential part of who I...

Hello, and welcome to 2018. The past 3 months to wrap up 2017 have been quite a struggle for me. It is no coincidence that I have not updated the blog in sometime. The transitioning darkness into the Finnish winter has brought out my deep-rooted problems and dark thoughts. It was not something I wanted or planned for, but it is something I have chosen to take in stride. Isolating myself in a new country, I pondered things I have never thought about before. My past failures with certain relationships in my life made me ask "Why?" and "What If"? I was obsessed with the heteronormative culture our society has produced and asked, why? I asked myself the deep questions of what my purpose in life after not being academically stimulated by the nature of some of the courses I have taken. I think after hitting rock bottom, it occurred to me what type of life I want to live. I want to live a life in which I question and challenge the existing ways of doing things. I want to l...

Moi, Thank you for the birthday wishes last week. This past month while I have been silent in terms of the blog, I have been actively gaining life experiences. A couple of individuals have put me in positions to challenge existing schools of thought, which I thank them for. For those that understand my personality type (ENTP in the myers-briggs), I respect and welcome those who challenge me . Just know, I may challenge back :) As I reflect on whether in my 25th year that I would be in the position I am now, I can't say that being here in Finland was a lifelong plan. I have organically built my life by taking the situations of today to influence the life of tomorrow. My life is not one big plan, but rather a series of small plans. One of my favorite characters in literature is Chauncey "Chance" Gardener of Jerzy Koziński's "Being There". Chance does not force his beliefs onto others. Rather, to use a basketball analogy, he lets "the game come to him....

"Back to school." I remember these words fondly while growing up. It seemed as if every retailer at the time used those three words in advertisements and sales promotions to target kids and their parents prior to the start of the school season. "Back to school" has a different meaning for me this time around. It not only marks a transition from working life in the United States to international student life in Finland. I think I have a slightly different perspective of school than what I had growing up, as I saw school more so as a means to an end. Do well in school, you will get a career and do well in life. Didn't understand why that was the case. Now, when I think about doing well in school, I am not thinking about maximizing myself in an arbitrary grading system that may have various degrees of objectivity here and there. I am thinking about what am I learning by acknowledging facts and challenging accepted points of view. ---- My post today will be separate...

Wow! - what an eventful week courtesy of the Finland Fulbright Center. They organized a wonderful orientation program that was filled with valuable information for our Fulbright projects and exciting cultural events. I must commend their professionalism and their attention to detail as everything ran quite smoothly. Further more, I was impressed with the caliber of scholars, researchers, and students in this year's crop of Fulbrighters. It seemed everyday after the orientation programming we enjoyed each other's company, whether it was grabbing dinner, singing karaoke, or discussing the state of world affairs. It was quite inspiring to be around them. Couple Highlights: Fulbright Orientation started off with a bang on Monday with a reception at the US Embassy in Helsinki. There we were able to network with members of Finland's Fulbright and University community. We heard words from the Chargé d'Affaires at the U.S. Embassy in Helsinki, Donna Welton, as well as from Pres...

[Written last week] This past week, while full of new experiences, was marred by a knife attack that occurred in Turku Market Square last Friday afternoon. My thoughts go out to those personally affected by this tragic occurrence.  I was at Turku's adventure park at the time, which was quite a bit away from the city center. Still, it was devastating to hear that the same square which I was present at the night prior for Turku's annual Night of the Arts was the setting of a violent attack the following afternoon. While I continued to go through the different physical obstacles of the adventure park course, I had an additional mental obstacle which I had to overcome. One cannot fully enjoy an obstacle course knowing such an event occurred just a few kilometers away. Till next week. -Adi p.s. August 22nd marks 1 month in Finland